im not torn~

...there's 2...
...but i can only hev 1
...i am torn between 2 guys

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...one who i like while the other whom i love most ...
...i hev to choose one .. yes only one of them...
...my instinct is clear tho... i shud b wif the one whom i love most .... whole heartedly ...the other i shall bid gdbye...
...tho the one who i like, always sings to my ear but i'll not let u ruin everything ..*as if u did*
...to the one whom i love .. i love u so much!


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...to you ... im sorry we cant b together but i still want you to sing to me .. tho kau da jadi duda kau tetap menten hensem ...

...to you ...of coz i love you so much ... no words can describe of how i feel 2wards you .. cheh bah .. gue feeling2 plak .. izit bcoz of da weather??

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...i hev to blame MTV coz dey keep on playing Nick Lachey's song What's Left of Me... so touching yach
...i used to like him.. adore him so much wen he was wif 98 Degrees .. but not till

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...he got married to Jessica Simpsons .. orh frust menonggeng ah .. i wanna puke wen i watched their reality tv show, Newlyweds ... tak rela ku tgk kau ngan dia ... *frust tonggeng ala ellia*
...but i am so happy dat dey split .. da ku tau kau takkan lama ..ihik ihik ihik..
...bayang dia pon susah nak capai... eksen plak aku ni
...Nick, wat if there's a Islam version of you ekh .. i tink i'll b gawking away lah ..
...but i shall do dat if im not married yet la .. now cannot woh .. im married liaozz .. but i still can b ur fanatic fan keh keh keh...
...now now .. u keep on pasrah-ing in the song .. yah i keep playing ur song repeatedly...

...after writing all these down, i felt like im back to my teen years ... loving all my idols...
...of coz u guys hev eva experience it rite .... don say u hev not ek .. dosa tau berbohong..
...n writing dis blog oso makes me sound insane in the brain ... asal aku bebual sorang ek ..?!!

...back to my beloved elms
...he aint the romantic type .. no flowers given to me .. not a single stalk.. gue kan minah bunga2
...but he did gave me a diamond ring .. its a huge thing for me as we juz dated for 3 mths or so ...
...chocolate roche was one of the fav prezzie to b given .. always got the biggest packaging... till
...i discovered pimples popped on my face .. too much kacang laaa
...so stopped dat prezzie n give me others ihik ihik ihik

back then
...first met
...Paya Lebar mrt as i wanted to get free samples of perfume at CK Tang.. ni kes blind date.. but not dating

...official dating session
...on my bdae at Rendevous Hotel... ey ey ey not in da hotel hor .. its the Nazri Nasir's restaurant dat time

...the fav phrase used
...he said, 'u r a thief!' .. i was shocked *kening naik mcm ziana*..wonder wat he's talking bout? ... n he continued, 'coz u steal my heart...!' ... ihk ihik ihik

...alalalala hmmmff menyampah *ala sudin*

...ok dis is my virgin *suka nah ckp word virgin ek* tagging to ppl .. dono whether its tagging but if don wanna do oso i no small heart ekh peace!
...meant to all my MMVDs n to you.. n you ... n you jugak ... whoeva's reading ah...
...first met
...official dating session
...the fav phrase used