no turning back~

...it had been done..
...i cant turn back the time
...i aint regretting wat ive done to myself

...but deep in me i feel happy as 2dae's a Fri
...less than 2.5hrs to go till its the weekend
...now im recuperating... not doing any work.. i refuse as my tummy still working hard

...1st time i step in2 dat place
...not horrible but Marvelous
...not many ppl

here it goes
...WE ATE A LOT!
...BUT

..

..

..

...i tot dey hev lunch buffet.. gosh! *smack forehead* its not in BUGIS!
...here, dey only hev ala carte menu
...hokay, we ordered wats applicable
...burped twice after dat
...worth it and as dessert, i ordered pisang grg wif esklim ala banana split.. yummilicious!
...at the end of da day, we nid not come out a single cent
...call dat a farewell lunch, DUUH!

...all smiles plus some sadness
...tua kutok made some speech
...touch touch... dab eyes but aint teary

ku tak sangka he'll b leaving,
*wave vigorously* ...
daaaaaaa tua.. we noe u gonna miss us but dis decision is for ur own gd too!
n now, we hev to face
PAMAN PENASARAN! *shocking face*

era oL' skool~

...tho' she lurve to whisper to me
...there'll b some *err i mean countless of times* she'll scream on top of her lungs *dis will b done behind the scenes, away fr strangers*

...ydae, she said, 'ii-ya'
...which i can engage it to her name, ellia
...for a moment i juz sang an oL' skool song

here it goes
swipe the mic n sing the number *tonggek ala Ziana*

Kring kring kring ada beca,
Beca beroda tiga,
ku naik dengan ayah,
keliling liling kota....

*shrugs* skate2 ayah ayah ayah ihik ihik ihik

warning: i did rec dis BUT the careless whisper (NOT!) fingers of mine accidentally delete ALL my movies, hokay
lucky me dat ive save all of them except ydae's in pc

...the toothless babe was swaying to the rhythm (mind you, i sang dis song for a number of times n yet she's not bored of it)
...clapping n..

..

..

..

..

..

...while i was singing

Kring kring kring ada beca,
beca beroda (ni bab dia mencelah) ii-yaa (sometimes can b heard as i-ga)
ku naik dgn (mashOK lagik) ii-yaa
keliling liling kota

...there you go, word for this week is ii-ya!

it reminds me of Nelly's song - E.I, the chorus part
heh, listen to dat ..

doubLe troubLe~

...i tot i cant do it.. BUT hell yeah i did!
...wen i look at the long list tag game given by tikOi, duh! i was mumbling.. tikoi acheh ek kau lah sahabat! wakakaka
...den an xtra tag came along...
...fr pLinak!! huwaaaaaaaaa pening kepala mak, nyah!
...amek korang .. baca sampai puas noh!..

Dear tiKoi,

harap2 kau sukak sebab aku kene bukak tudong utk buat tag ni akakakaka berpeloh manz!

Regards,
tikOi_inC!


Biodata
1. my name: lieya *nak glam jek*
2. hobbies: entertain the toothless babe
3. school/work: ITE Dover (1998-2000)/Pops
4. horoscope: Cancerian
5. hair color: Black
6. eye color: Dark Brown
7. skin color: Brownie
8. status: Married liao
9. last 5 digits of your mobile: -haaaaaaaaaaaaaa~-
10. when's your birthday: 2dae is 28th june ..soon ahhh.. count down da days for me .. its july soon~

Have you
1. tried smoking: nahhhh
2. drink alcohol: nahhh
3. been hurt emotionally: YeShhhhhh .. of coz! ..till now i wont 4give him!
4. kept a secret from anyone: im the best person not to reveal anything
5. been on a stage: during school days.. yesh, ma'am!

Favourites
1. color: RED (top priority), others will b the striking colors.. no pastel pls
2. food: spicy n home-cooked
3. number: 2
4. cartoon: Currently => Dora the adventure; Prev => smurfs,mickey mouse & family, care bears, little pony, transformers & many more lah all ranging the oL' skool genre
5. song: Nick Lachey.. again n again hee hee .. n all the thug *nigga sesat*
6. movie: Comedy n MoMoKs
7. subject: Maths, Malay...

Right Now
1. wearing: clothes
2. hairstyle: ponytail hiding under my tudong
3. looking at: aaaahhh the pc skrin..
4. thinking of: wat to buy for the necessity of elly later at Tom & Stef
5. listening to: rock song in P10

Do you believe in
1. love: how the hell did i marry for..
2. faith: as the above *step diva* ihik ihik ihik
3. yourself: of coz man
4. angels: malaikat rite...? of coz lah
5. ghosts: don wanna tink bout it too much

In the last 24 hrs
1. wore jeans: yah, rite now
2. cleaned your room: nope, coz my room is clean enuf, juz dat elms nid to make da bed b4 he head off to work at 10am
3. cried: no lah
4. met someone new: there's so many new faces here in d office
5. last person whom i talk to on the phone: my momma

Love life
1. do you believe in love: u can talk to my hand *step dibak* wkakkakakaka
2. have a secret admirer: I WISH!
3. do you wanna get married?: i am now.. but can hev da wedding ceremony again rite...!
4. how old do you wanna be when u get married?: juz nice i married at the age of 26 whhoooops!
5. how old do you wanna be when you have kids: hev oredi... a yr after marriage
6. how many kids do you want: as many as possible if da moolahs permit!
7. would u have kids before marriage: ni apo kono nih
8. do you have a crush: -haaaaaaaa~-
9. what do you want most in a relationship: loyalty! honesty!

In random
1. your favourite local footballer: current => nil; previous => fandi ahmad... tapi ku sukak itu ilhan mansiz
2. 3 people you run to when you have problems: usually to myself, else to elms or my mom
3. 3 things you do when stressed: tink bout it, sleep, do other stuffs
4. 3 prominent qualities of urself: jovial *tua complimented dat too*, merepekness, commitment wen i do task
5. what would you do if you had 1 million dollars: to donate, to invest in banks, to perform Haj w/ elms, to give some to my mom & in-laws
6. are you jealous or an insecure freak: all of the above depending on da situation
7. favourite sec school teacher: my schmates said dat im my Ciku chicher's pet.. huwaaaaaaaaaaaa
8. people you like to see doing this thing: to you, you, you, you..... and all my fans out there kakakakaka!


Dear MMVD clan al-Bed,

here you are the tag dat ive done!.. crack kepala mcm nak gila tapi tak gila

Regards,
iDop!MMVD.com

[*]10 Favourites
Favorite Color: Red
Favorite Food: Spicy food
Favorite Song: Current=> Nick Lachey; What's Left of Me ... Others=> fr the thug side *mana nyer nigro ajer*
Favorite Movie: General=> Preferably Comedy Movies
Favorite Sport: I don hev lei, but i like watching wrestling .. can dat counted in .. ok2 wrestle w/ my hubs n the babe
Favorite Season: Winter *da feeling so syiOk*
Favourite Day Of the Week: Friday
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: I only favor Chocs hihihihi

[*]9 Current
Current Mood: Active
Current Taste: Lexus Rx300 ihik ihik ihik .. Lexus Biscuit 'Chocolate Power' sunggoh ku tak bedek
Current Clothes: velvet Blouse longsleeves Beige in color
Current Desktop: the norm - CrazyTown wallpaper
Current Toenail Color: -similar to my skin color-
Current Time: 1158am
Current Surroundings: Opis mode
Current Annoyance(s): kolig, Jezzz, lurves to annoy me *but i like her*
Current Thought: in nid of moolah to open up biz

[*]8 Firsts
First Best Friend: -i cant recall-
First Crush: Anuar Zain
First Movie: -my tots not here yet-
First Piercing: -can i call my mom to ask?-
First Lie: fasting during my childhood time.. young mah~
First Music: -haaaaaaaaaaaa~~-
First Car: Chevrolet Aveo (OPC)

[*]7 Lasts
Last Drink: Nescafe Mochacino fr Jakarta
Last Car Ride: to in-laws
Last Crush: Nick Lachey!!! again n again
Last Movie Seen: -haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~-
Last Phone Call: my momma
Last CD Played: -not yet at the moment-

[*]6 Have You Evers
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: Nahhhhhhh~
Have You Ever Broken the Law: Nahhhhhhhh~
Have You Ever Been Arrested: Nahhhhhhh~
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: WhoaHhhhhh! Nahhhhhh~
Have You Ever Been on TV: During my Chinese Lang lesson in Masjid Darussalam
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: i din kiss but dis makcik fr blk sbelah.. da la salam .. dia ah-lan-wahsalahlan lagik

[*]5 things you're wearing
Lingerie
Jeans
Blouse
Shoes
Accessories

[*]4 things you've done today
Work
Email
MSN
Listen to Perfect10

[*]3 things you can hear right now
KOligs slacking/talking *time: 1206PM*
Photocopying Mesen yg bising
Shoes

[*]2 things you can't live without
Food
Water

[*]1 thing you do when you're bored
in Opis => surf net
at home => watch tv

5 people to carry on the game:
aaahh aaahhh .. everyone who reads my blog yg tak seberapa ini~~

surprise.. surprise~

...a shocking news..
...meeting wif the chairman
...tua kutok last week as CEO n our boss
...health is getting on his way, he hev to rest & relax
...now, we sure gonna miss him..
...yah yah~~ of coz its gd news to us as we always kutok him but as a human .. we do hev feelings
...sad to hear dat his HBP has shot up high

pass up / handover
...remember the word 'pass-up' commonly used during our school days
...den it chged to 'handover ur homework'
...the handover duties to one of da managers
...he used to b my boss b4 dis company
...den he came over to my current b4 the rest join den came me n other koligs too.. so da bersatu balik la family ni
...paman penasaran (read:kPo) was given da task to handle our dept .. yeah we noe dat he can do it

a happy ending
...gotta noe dat our dept will get an increment .. alhamdulillah
...not easy u noe to get increament.. performance bonus pon jgn ckp ah..
...harap 13th mth jek

makan-to-be
...da place has oredi been decided
...Siam Kitchen it is for da farewell lunch
...gotta tighten my jeans on dat day .. *perhaps bengkong will help*

to kakek, hopefully ur health will get even better n u can c ur grandchildren in future, dats ur wish aite..
i aint gonna miss u hokay!
but gonna miss ur terpekik terlolong n kancheong spider...

tetel & babat da menjadi~

...its a bloated Saturday
...my tummy was bloated.. not a babe in it but w/ lotsa food
...ku sengaja mkn ikan pari bakar ajer for sarapz (read:breakfast)
...nak pakai bengkong lupa plak for da day

...a chilled Saturday..
...i juz lazed ard wif the toothless babe
...elms advised to elly to behave herself at frina's hommie
...the babe stood still n smile *konon dia paham ah*

...at 12pm i started kneading the dough.. da mcm mamak roti prata.. lenguh you~ sib baik sweat tak trickled ihik ihik ihik
...da babe was in her walker running ard .. n a bit of cranky as usual wen i juz wont wanna talk to her *tgh konsentrasi lah*.. she wants the attensen all da time
...den i sit on the floor ..knead n knead n show it to elly
...curious as always, she wanna hold the dough
...next time baby.. we'll make a dough to play masak2 ekh.. now cannot, ader nanti org tak leh mkn
...chilled it for 1/2 hr

...elly was walking ard the dining table n chairs ..
...while she busily entertaining herself.. pushing n pulling the chairs
...i quickly summoned myself to the kitchen to roll out the dough
...flour here n there n everywhere..
...baru buat skate ajer da mcm org kat bakery.. chisss

...suddenly, i saw something coming near me
...duhh!! elly was smiling, looking at me fr the floor..
...grabbed her high chair n put her on it..
...'look how i roll it elly.. nxt time u can roll it for me'

...boiled the brocolli, cut the button mushrooms, cut half the cherry tomatoes, whipped the eggs, add some salt, white pepper, pour out some skim milk
...180 degress at about 45 mins n voila
...there! my Veggie Quiche.. *muncungkan mulot skate anak2*

...while its still baking .. showered elly n myself b4 we head off to Ubi
...da mcm nenek siput tau.. dokOng elly, cling on my bag *full of ellia's stuffs*, not 4getting a nice HUGE paperbag for bawak bekal later ihik ihik ihik
...the other hand was the Quiche .. sib baik tak terlupa

...i 4got to sms LosieK dat i was on da way..
...tot Ms Nora S was there
...but both me n elly were there 1st
...'Mas n Elly, you are the 1st team to arrive at the PitStop.. as the winner of this leg, you'll receive USD$10K'
...aduuh how i wish i cud rcv dat kinda moneH.....
...chett.. nak masok Amazing Race pon tak tau qualified ke tak ihik ihik ihik

...food were FAB!! n FAT! aakakaka
...grabbed dis n dat *while elly was sleeping*
...till i stopped for the most important meal..
...guess rite.. the pizza lah!
...kak Sun save da best for last
...mkn itu chubby/montok/gedeK 1 slice pizza ajer da perot kembung .. tak kasi laluan pd mknan lain.. huwaaaaaaaa!
...overall kak Sun lagik skali saya kata saya kasi 5 'O' kekeeke
...n dessert was choc ice cream courtesy of coco.. bukan coco lee ek, ni Islam nyer ver.. 1st time meeting her..
...coco, nxt time bebual ngan saya ah ekkekee .. takot tgk org pendiam .. takot part mana tuh? keh keh keh memandai tukarkan kak SUn nyer soalan

...nah i pinjam da link courtesy of puan tanah kedaung di ladang Ubi.. jgn marah ahh!
...n dis i play cheat again .. fr diva losiek .. very clever ah u wear black top.. sunggoh tidak akan menampakkan tetel2 kakaakak *sit up stret!

p/s: looking at those pixies again makes me drool one more time...

ahCen, oit ape tuh nak amek gambo bon2 akakakaakak

cute darLings~

...was amazed how the babes hev grown...
...till we cant even remember how they once looked like

...its amazed wen i saw lil' alisha n she does make my heart melt

...then, here comes my toothless babe, juz b4 we head to visit ct umrah after she came back fr performing Umrah

...dressed up, don the tudong n i saw the camcorder...
...she's there waiting for me patiently on the mattress yg tak bertulang (the bed frame was dismantled for the mmt)
...dis is wat i asked her to do
...don mind the bg sound as dats our not dat tall industrial fan

p/s: ku tahan ketawa jebat........

one-time thingy~

...she did surprised my mom by her unusual answer

...the afternoon was spent at the main gate facing the greenery trees...
...looking at the toothless babe sitting on da floor bending 2wards it,

...my mom asked, 'elly, buat ape tuh?' ==> 'elly wat r u doing?'
...still concentrating her actions, she replied, 'amok!' ==> amok = semut = ant
...hah.. dis baby of mine was looking for an ant!
... AMOK?? *scratches the non-itchy head of mine* no one teaches her dat.........

...evening came, mom was tired n she cud c dat elly was beginning to wipe her eyes

...'elly, sleep.'
...the toothless babe gets to her tonggeng position n made a snoring sound.... n she laffs while looking at mom...
...for dis, i shall take the compliment ihik ihik ihik .. coz i taught her dat...

carbon copy
...i rcved this fr my young bro-in-law, Asril


...featuring left is elly, the toothless babe of mine and on the right is elms, husband of mine
...how come he look like a girl yach??
...till now she's a carbon copy of him .. ppl neva commented dat she looks like me except for her beautipool eyes which resembles mOi~
...monyok muka nya pon ikot elms .. so there's 2 monyoks r in my house

e-invitation cards
...it was done a mth back n soon u guys gonna rcv it
...so wait up till we mit again in mid july

money NO more~

...if u talk bout money it's always not enuf
...how bersyukur u r, deep down inside u noe it aint enuf
...it's how u manage it tho..
...how manageable u r pon kengkadang ader tersesak daah
...how many buku 555 u own oso sometimes there's cock up in the accounting:- aint balance on both sides

...mak ajar, jgn slalu berucap 'Takder duit'.. nanti Tuhan btol2 kasi kita takder duit
...sebaliknya kata 'Duit saya kurang' ... baru sedap mendgr .. walaupon tak byk tapi tetap ader duit.. paham tak murid2 cikgu ajar di sini *btolkan sepek cikgu bedah*

...it's a hard decision to make as we r not sure to buy or not ..
...the wardrobe is in need to b replace
...thanx to the unprofessional ppl, which is me n elms ihik ihik ihik, we dismantled the wardrobe b4 we moved fr clementi
...installation time really get on our nerves... n now i feel dat its unstable
...there's screws everywhere... it became one frankenstein!

...so it settled, walaupon kocek ku nak kat berlobang, but im still standing
...thanx to Allah dat we still hev some money... masih ader rejekik to survive

...i wonder wen's my turn to b like elms' mak busu... the tai2.. but becoming a tai2 oso she don like coz she's bored, so she work for pak busu at home.. but there's freedom yah

...stop the berangan liaoz..
...the wardrobe will b coming in on Thurs
...pack pack pack bagaikan org nak pindah
...we hev to dismantle our canopy bed too to give way to the installation of the wardrobe! whoah dats a lot of hardwork, mate..
...cracking all the bones in the body yg byk baby fats.. Just Do It! ala nike

im not torn~

...there's 2...
...but i can only hev 1
...i am torn between 2 guys

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..

..

...one who i like while the other whom i love most ...
...i hev to choose one .. yes only one of them...
...my instinct is clear tho... i shud b wif the one whom i love most .... whole heartedly ...the other i shall bid gdbye...
...tho the one who i like, always sings to my ear but i'll not let u ruin everything ..*as if u did*
...to the one whom i love .. i love u so much!


..

..

..

...to you ... im sorry we cant b together but i still want you to sing to me .. tho kau da jadi duda kau tetap menten hensem ...

...to you ...of coz i love you so much ... no words can describe of how i feel 2wards you .. cheh bah .. gue feeling2 plak .. izit bcoz of da weather??

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..

..

...i hev to blame MTV coz dey keep on playing Nick Lachey's song What's Left of Me... so touching yach
...i used to like him.. adore him so much wen he was wif 98 Degrees .. but not till

..

..

...he got married to Jessica Simpsons .. orh frust menonggeng ah .. i wanna puke wen i watched their reality tv show, Newlyweds ... tak rela ku tgk kau ngan dia ... *frust tonggeng ala ellia*
...but i am so happy dat dey split .. da ku tau kau takkan lama ..ihik ihik ihik..
...bayang dia pon susah nak capai... eksen plak aku ni
...Nick, wat if there's a Islam version of you ekh .. i tink i'll b gawking away lah ..
...but i shall do dat if im not married yet la .. now cannot woh .. im married liaozz .. but i still can b ur fanatic fan keh keh keh...
...now now .. u keep on pasrah-ing in the song .. yah i keep playing ur song repeatedly...

...after writing all these down, i felt like im back to my teen years ... loving all my idols...
...of coz u guys hev eva experience it rite .... don say u hev not ek .. dosa tau berbohong..
...n writing dis blog oso makes me sound insane in the brain ... asal aku bebual sorang ek ..?!!

...back to my beloved elms
...he aint the romantic type .. no flowers given to me .. not a single stalk.. gue kan minah bunga2
...but he did gave me a diamond ring .. its a huge thing for me as we juz dated for 3 mths or so ...
...chocolate roche was one of the fav prezzie to b given .. always got the biggest packaging... till
...i discovered pimples popped on my face .. too much kacang laaa
...so stopped dat prezzie n give me others ihik ihik ihik

back then
...first met
...Paya Lebar mrt as i wanted to get free samples of perfume at CK Tang.. ni kes blind date.. but not dating

...official dating session
...on my bdae at Rendevous Hotel... ey ey ey not in da hotel hor .. its the Nazri Nasir's restaurant dat time

...the fav phrase used
...he said, 'u r a thief!' .. i was shocked *kening naik mcm ziana*..wonder wat he's talking bout? ... n he continued, 'coz u steal my heart...!' ... ihk ihik ihik

...alalalala hmmmff menyampah *ala sudin*

...ok dis is my virgin *suka nah ckp word virgin ek* tagging to ppl .. dono whether its tagging but if don wanna do oso i no small heart ekh peace!
...meant to all my MMVDs n to you.. n you ... n you jugak ... whoeva's reading ah...
...first met
...official dating session
...the fav phrase used

nyut nyut-tan~

...aint working 2mr ..
...so it shall b the uroting session ...
...my body is aching n screaming in agony
...nyut nyut nyut bunyiknya *tol tak Mrs Adam Lee*.. oh i lurve the name... angin pus-pus sudah mai..
...if i twist n turn n break the bones .. it can turn out to b a nice compose music

...called kak Ella .. yee.. nama timangan dia eLLa *w/o the Boys*
...she said she cant make it for 2mr..
...den called back again .... she tot i was referring to nxt thurs .. he'eh terpleot plak ek .. blur kejap dia ..nvm i shall pardon you..

...after which in the afternoon, me n elms nid to make our way to somewhere
...ape?? Hotel!?? there's a cosy place call masterbedroom awaiting us ..!! we dont nid the HoteL, missy.. ihik ihik ihik
...running some errands.. to here n there n elly will b in the care of nyai...
...sorry babe u aint coming wif us for now .. we'll pick u up later heh.. while u stay at home play masak2 wif nyai

...trip to the Zoo cancelled as not enuf tix .. but Nite Safari berlambak ..
...alaaah Pe'ah aku tak suka memlm ah .. momok byk .. ader nanti dorang beri salam kat sbelah
...the last trip to Nite Safari, i cant even see anything except....

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..

..

...errrr saw a couple of binatang mating .. alaaaaaaa.. animals do u nid a hotelroom??

...but come dis Sat, i will make a comeback to Tamp Swimming Complex.. cheh mcm mana nyer swimmer jek ... dudok pon kat baby pool.. asal basah bonbon ajer chukop

...dis was b'coz last Sat i cudnt swim ....coz i din bring my oksigen tank... hiak hiak hiak
...coz i juz cudnt ah ... itu MasMerah stop by to visit me.. ekh dat name reminds me a nick of a chatter sie.. eeeeeeeeeeeeeee i NO like her!
...furthermore, elly was crying coz IbuAchik carried her... aiyah dis toothless see less of her aunt n she's scared lor..
...u c IbuAchik.. u shud give her lots of IceMilo fr McD ok so she'll like you more...
...so, till we meet at Tamp Swimming Complex.. in the baby pool i mean kah kah kah....!

tOnggenG niTe~

...a month fr now, she's gonna turn 1
...she's better now.. i mean in terms wen she's confronted by strangers
...she'll stare at them 1st ...
...beware, don eva carry her 1st wen u juz meet up wif her unless u r someone she always seen and noe.. no offence hor..

...she's in the happy mood on the eve of her 11 mths
...she ate happily wif me and sang wif me songs
...she kept on talking in her lang dat i might understand sumtimes ..

...for the 1st time she had a tonggeng nite ...
...yeap ppl, it happened at nite on my comfy bed
... XXX .. naaahh
...as i watched Chinese Drama at 9, CID, ku tepok2 bon2 dia yg empOk ...
...as usual the hhhuuuu sound is made..

...den silent...

...she threw her pacifier away..

...then..

...there she is in the tonggeng position...




...a terrible umi i am .. i even recorded it...

driving~

...one day, wen we juz bought a car, we remind ourselves to get a baby car seat for the toothless babe...
...she cried wen was seated on it.. kesian berjurai air mata n air hidung ... she refused to seat on it and asked to b carried out .. but neyyyy.. tarak kasi chans *chance la* i juz kept quiet n look sedih-ly *ader word ni ke* to my poor toothless..
...but it ended as she felt asleep.. pity my girl... i wiped her face as she was drenched w/ her tears n air ingus...

...now, she love to sit on her seat as she noes we r going out to have fun... but at times she'll grumble n will push herself out fr the belt... kalau pandai bukak la belt tuh.. biar tertonggeng ke depan..
...she even hev this noise coming or humming fr her... a noise like she's acting like a car...
...humming 'hhhhhhhhhhuuuuuuuuuuuuu'
...im curious whether ellia is fond of driving ...
...dat remind me of one of my nephew, irfan..
...he's good at giving/remembering direction routes.. otak byk pandai woh ..
...even as young as 2 yrs he noes da way to his home back den at woodlands..
...since last yr wen he was 11, i always sees him w/ his hands swerving here n there as if he's holding on to a steeringwheel...
...weneva his dad turn the wheel .. he'll do so .. he'll always look at the way his dad drive the car ...dekni ader pelik skate perangai still budak2 ah tho da nak PSLE.. heh.. ape kurangnya dgn si tua2 bangka di luar sane yg sedang membaca skali yeeee *sengeh kambing*

...so back to elly..
...elms came out fr the room n saw elly at nyai's dressing table.. standing n holding on tight n made dat 'hhhhhuuuuuu' sound
...den wen she saw elms .. she called ya ya .. ya ya which means ayah or dad...
...yah lah lucky him that dats the easiest word she can say...
...she'll call me eemmmmm mamamamama which means mama but still i wanna teach her to call me ummi..
...wen she's impatient or i juz too bz .. she'll shout out EMMMAK!
...*wipe2 tears* ihik ihik ihik

...hokay, here she is bz driving the car




...on another note, gue da kene sound to take up driving lesen ah....
...so who's willing to pay for me??

Identity~

...wen i was young, my red lipstick *ntah mana aku kebas pon tak tau* will become my eyeshadow, blusher n lipstick ...
...i din even noe who taught me to apply it on .. n oh my, its hard to get it off too!
...one fine day, i colored my fingernails wif magic pen... once caught by my 3rd bro n he complained to mom... blearghh!

...during sec sch days, i love to decorate my hair wif pins, clips, itu round2 thingy mcm nigga pakai... i woke up early morning juz to put all dat on b4 heading to the morning session classes..
...vain?? yah la. membesar la katakan *eksen mcm makcik2 bebual*

...during my teenage years, i lurve to appply black eyeshadow and black/dark brown lipstick..
...my late dad dont find it pleasing to his eyes.. he might tot gue ni masok kOngsi guLap ah.. itu underground u noe..
...but i still insist on putting it on till.........

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...i don the tudong ..
...but itu black eyeshadow tak bley mak lepaskan nyah... i love it ah ..
...once, during my courting days, elms told me my eyes look like panda......huwaaaaaaa!
...but dat didnt hindered me fr applying it again n again ..
...now i noe da trick ah .. muz apply white karer eyeshadOw b4 the black .. so the eyes will look nicer dat way..

identity crisis ke??
...i juz bought a nude karer lipstick but im not sure if it fits me .. i mean my outlook
...i noe dat i shud not care bout wat others say.. but i find it strange now...
...ini lipstick mcm org mati nye karer horr...
...so wat i did was to apply lipgloss on top of it... there u go .. its nicer dat way ... but still i nid to try w/o the lipgloss..

mixed identity tau dekni
...the saturday was gloomy... i mean da day.. its quite dark ..
...while elly n elms were in da bedroom resting b4 we head out, there's a knock on the door
...i juz closed most of the windows except one of them beside the main door
...'Assalamualaikum..' .... i ans the salam n selak da curtain..
...takajuid (read:terkejot, shocked) the man outside..
...he's a door-to-door salesman selling minyak senyonyong (read: minyak urot)
...bla bla bla .. talk talk talk.. suddenly he said, 'kak hajjah cubalah' .. dgn sopan santun he smile ..

.... rewind the tape pls!! .. wat!! kak hajjah!!??? ni da lawan taukey
...he's much older den me of coz .. yeah i 4got to don da tudong coz of ur surprised visit...
...hmm i tink i look like ur sister who juz came back fr haj ek .. ihik ihik ihik
...ahh nvm .. i was bout to laff hokay but i tahan tau.. insya-allah mulot kamu masin akan ku ke tanah suci tau...

...as he leave, he bid goodbye to me, 'insya-allah kak hajjah sekeluarga hidop aman bahagia..' yes AMIN dats wat i said .,. but the kak hajjah part .. ~~ ohh nvm..

ReJeKiK~

...rezeki comes fr Allah subhanahu wata'ala
...im happy with wat i have rite now.. married to eLms.. a toothless babe elly.. a hse n oso OPC chevy
...not 4getting family members & frenz

...its not an easy ride in this world.. i hev to try my best and b positive with all the stuffs goin all ard

...im all excited wen elms 'propose' to get engage .. so tak romatik .. ader ke sambil jln out fr my hse kat blakang kedai mkn dia propose the matter .. ihik ihik ihik
...im oso excited wen the date to our wedding day is nearer... but im not dat excited but too happy *n not even nervous* wen its THE DAY... berlagak mcm bukan pengantin ader ah .. so relax n cool jek, same goes for elms

...im nervous wen i started to hev backache n my mood swings wen i din noe actually i was preggy *i was 1-day late for menses, kes kanchiong mama*
...im excited wen im in the labour suite, after the waterbag was burst by Dr Mitra, and there starts labour contraction... mak tak yah nak describe nyah the pain .. so syioK..
...it was a cultural shock *giggles* wen i always tersasul telling others, 'oh my niece.. eh my dotter' .. calling ellia my niece .. oh my!
...im happy to hev my wonderful family

...now, i received another shocking and good news .. its my rezeki again .. thank you ALLAH ..
...all this came fr you too Allah..Alhamdulillah ..
...but i still hev to wait for the formal stuffs, but then again i know the answer ...*smiles*

eLLy M~

...the toothless babe can eat kropok now (but kropok udang which is quite soft wen touches the saliva).. yey yey yey... n on her own too
...tho still bogeh she's adorable!
...getting up, holding on to the wall or anything near, are the norm routine in the house ...orh she's a climber too regardless if its on top of the human body
...not 4getting her ultimately screeching voice wen she scream on top of her lungs wen im at home ..
...yeah we, both of us, tried to outdo each other by screaming akakakaka.. loads of fun!

...sleeping is where one can relax n ease their mind .. but kalau mimpi momok tuh lain crita ah..
...weneva elly cried at nite, ni kes manja, its a routine for me to carry her fr her bed to mine
...y ah muz i carry her to my bed, it aint a king size .. imagine 3 ppl in 1 bed ... sometimes i don even remember wen did i carry her to the bed? ngigau gue...
...so me n elms give way to her so dat she comfortably sleep in the middle ..
...elly hev been abusing us .. dis is no more child abuse but the child abuse the parents
...she tends to sleep in all directions ... kaki dia tak tau nak gauge or in another word agak-ration to stay away fr her parents body
...i tink i watched too much wrestling wen im carrying her in my tummy
...bodyslamming n kicking is wat we suffer at nite .. everytime dis pitiful umi hev to place her back at the rite direction regardless of her baby's action..
...but wateva she does, we still love her .. sib baik kau masih kecik kalau tak, da kene handicap match

...on a happier note, elly loves to read
...watching tv, dvd, r not her bottle of milk (read: cup of tea).. she's juz not interested except for Hi-5 advertisement
...baby einstein dvd pon isnt working for her.. she'll get bored ader la
...everyday wen i hev the time, i'll read to her the same story again n again .. kes tak jelak2
...small books n containing some words.. n she'll juz mumble weneva i'll read to her.. mcm da paham je

...wen we had our dinner at Suntec, there's one chap topping our chilled water
...aint bad looking la .. blonde streak hair .. baby face .. he'eh mcm aku plak yg berkenan kat dia ..
...noooooo! not me .. but dis toothless babe keep on smiling at him weneva he's near or walking pass ..
...aiks don tell me that's gonna b my bakal HANTU (read: menantu aka son-in-law)..hahaha
...pok elly baru tau .. kecik2 da gateh smile smile ..
...follow my footsteps pls, play hard to get ihik ihik ihik
...but i did make da 1st move to ask ur ayah out ..for a blind date some more.. erkk!

p/s: elly if u r big enuf, pls study smart... so dat u can achieve ur dream *sensitip mode*
p p/s: Hepi 3rd BesdaY Sarah Amirah!!

babes~

...thats the end of the 2nd season .. so i shall wait for the 3rd ..soon.. yes its Desperate Housewives im talking bout ..
...tragic end n im quite emotional bout it *no la no tears juz heartaches* .. but im quite excited on wats gonna b in the nxt season
...Charmed.. last 4 episodes to watch till it closes its curtains .. 8 seasons in total.. whoah.. im gonna miss them..

...Incredible Tales was not dat scary ydae.. yeah yeah my hati byk kecut after pregnancy.. b4 dat gue terror ah

...girls will b girls.. yes dats da toothless babe.. she's turning ONE soon but there's no sign of a single tooth.. gaknyer nak kene kasi baja yg mahal..
...peeps u nid not tink of anytin to buy for the dotter of mine .. each can bring a tooth for her as prezzie .. hehehe
...where's the toothfairy?? is there such thing? ihikihikihik
...the babe was playing wif a bag, mumbling and smiling, she even wave to the 'crowd'.. ahah! ala Miss Universe..
...but i'll not encourage her to enter one.. 2 piece bikini!?? NO Way!
...for now, let her wear the 2 piece bikini 60s, retro babe.... look at the video .. the bikini comes wif a cap .. so is dat tutop aurat kekekke .. not say she's a pro swimmer.. to conclude ..EKSEN MAU LEBIH!

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