the newborn~

...at 3am i felt slight cramp on da tummy
...i tried to time for contractions, durgh! im so not gd n not sure how contractions feels like
...20 mins apart
...den 15 mins
...i doze off till d alarm rang b4 6
...i cud feel a bit of contractions, i tot, its like u nided to rush to da loo, kinda
...the brownish stain turns to red.. erkkk *freaking face*
...called up Dr Mitra & met her in da morning

...chked heartbeat but contractions not much
...it turned out dat i was 3cm dilated.. heh 7cm more to go..
...she gave me choices; to go back or to hev my brunch n deliver 2dae
...i gave her a quick ans .. 2dae pls.. i don wanna go back n come back wen im reaaaaaaally in pain.. ader terberanak kat jln raya

...brunch at Delifrance
...registered, paid & there u hev, ur nice n cosy delivery suite
...was gaven da thing to sumbat in ur jubz.. wasted sei da food i juz ate...
...i asked for a drink.. haus babe!!
...apple juice yah don pray2..

...alamak.. pain pain pain ahhh.. 'nak terberak lagik ke...!!'
...elms took his abulation had his Zuhur prayer
...yg kene strap kat katil ni tried not to scream out much as don wanna alarm da hubster
...pain = undescribable lah! only preggy ladies will noe
...bottom half of my body was tossing n turning .. itu nurse started to prepare the stuffs
...chked = 7cm dilated ..
...contractions is closer .. its like 1 min apart .. feloH2 you.. but the aircon did help
...the gas mask i wanna throw it away as it doesnt help much; or i din inhale correctly
...'breathe baby breathe! breathe properly' said da hubster.
...i scream in my heart.. pain hor!
...'hmm u want epidural... want or not want or not' da nurse came n ask
...'aah aaahh ahhh ok la ok la ..' i gave in coz i really cant bear da pain
...'wait ah lemme chk how many cm u dilate'... 'ohh cannot take epidural.. its oredi to 10cm, i call Dr Mitra' .. kepala hotak btol.. my legs was not lifted up as yet woh.. no wonder i was in agony
...so no epidural, thank GOD! so scared of needles anyways
...Dr Mitra came n asked me to push...
...how many pushes..? err not sure
...da nxt pushed i felt a slight pain,'wat did u do down there, so painful?'
...'ohh its da baby's head!'.. one of da nurse told elmy to take a look at da baby's head; heh.. he was smiling n encouraging me to push too
...'haaa, head!! .. ok i pussssssssssssssshhhhh'
...heh.. she's out.. at 330pm ..how come not crying aye?
...pok pok pok da bottoms den i finally heard her
...'it hurts me to see u in dat situation' said husbter..'waahhh its bloody down there u noe'
...heh.. ku sudah penat woh..n i cant even feel dat undescribable pain anymore
...i entertained myself by sms-ing all da frenz & talked to elms juz to avoid feeling the stitches tho dat area was numb
...but kengilu-an stitching really geli ah keh keh keh
...a gd 3 hr show

pre-natal chkup package:$500

total hospitalization fee paid:$900

happiness heving da babe:Priceless

...that happened a yr back 13 July 2005
...the precious Ellia Maisarah