Feels like a teenager~

Shusssh everyone.. I know it's my 3rd entry for the day. But I cant help it but keep on smiling bout this since morning.

If I am a teenager rite now, I feel ok to adore and have that feeligs towards artistes esp the handsome-s ones. But I am married and goin to have 2 kids and I am still feeling this way. I was surfing the net ydae bout this particular msian artiste. The last time that I saw him in the TV was quite long ago. I even mentioned to my Mak that he looks like one of my cuzzen who lives in JB. Saling tak tumpah babe!.

My craze for Nick Lachey lah, Abg Nuar Zain lah, Ari Wibowo lah are still there but not mucha impact in my life. Coz I know that my life is really preoccupied by my family. But somehow, I chance upon his story then voila! he's in my dream! I giggled la when I woke up coz so budak tahik Hokay! hahahaha

And I present to you the latest craze.... I know that my other half wudnt b bothered by my angan tak sudah craze coz he knows that even the hensem bayang pon i cant reach la!~~ hahaha so I shall see how long this craze gonna last...

Fahrin Ahmad

And so I flared up~

I came back near to 7pm. Saw makcik sebelah and her grandson, elly and mak, the 2 doors neighbour's grandson and another girl playing at the corridor. The grannies were bz chatting away. I smiled looking at the kids playing together and hurried in as I was hungry. What's new huh??

Then I moved ard the hse aimlessly and smiled at elms who came back earlier than me, watching Ezora at TV3. I head to the kitchen and saw water trickled at the kitchen window. Then a gush of water came in. By that point of time I was looking up and of coz, I dont have the chance to "tepis" the water larh.. I was angry .. really angry.

I nagged that very loud and tried to slam the windows shut! While shutting the windows, I saw the makcik or kakak washing her windows!... Then I nagged and nagged again. The windows were wet and part of the kitchen near the window were wet too.

While elms performed his maghrib and me showered, mak who had done her prayers was w/ elly at her room watching tv. Then came a salam a few times. It's the husband and wife came down and apologise. Mak said,

suaminya kata..."maaf cik, anak cik ada..."
mak replied, "anak cik solat.. kenape?"
suaminya, "maaf cik tadi isteri saya tgh cuci tingkap sebab ada taik burung jadi rasanya termasok rumah anak cik ye..."

Mak said, the wife thot kalau petang rasanya takder ape²... I and elms were puzzled ape maksudnya takder ape²? u mean kalau petang u can simbah the whole baldi of air ke? tak nampak ke jiran bawah nyer tingkap terbukak. And imagine dorang cuci bekas taik burung and it'll drop to my window and God knows that it did splash some on my face earlier.

I flared up coz the kitchen/balcony was wet and the windows wet tuh I don wanna comment much. But if u wanna wash the taik burung pon, jgn lah mcm nak cuci satu dapor. Juz use a little of ur soapwater and do the clean up. If midnite comes, kau nak simbah, simbah la kan.. I wont know who's the culprit but I will nag of coz. Aiyoooo. Lucky us that we did not open the 3 windows but only 2. 1 of them were close coz our washing machine is place there so we wont want any liquid to touch that electrical product.

But of coz, if I was there when they came down, I would apologise for getting angry too but u cant blame me for that la. haizzz..~

Cakap sini Habis sini ke?~

During pregnancy time, it's gd to hear from other ppl who think or knows the gender of ur unborn child. Old wives tale or ckp org tua², usually somehow is reliable or juz pure coincident.

For instance,

Carrying High, Carrying Low and Ur Hips gets wider
Carrying high determines that ur child will be a boy and carrying low will be a girl.
Certain ppl said if ur tummy widens to the side, then it's a girl and if it's protruding to the front, a girl it is.

Craving
If u cant get enuf chocolates, then u're expecting a girl whereas when u have sour cravings will determine it might be a boy.

The Glow & The Face
When u look sloppish and haggard, it's a girl in there, Honey! But when there's some inner glow in u, then it's a boy. (hey i thot girls are vainpots so why does having boys than we look gd yah?)
Some said when ur nose broadens (kembang terhalang kot), then it'll b a boy or is it a girl ek, i 4got.

There's more to all these esp the food intake during or b4 pregnancy and the timing during ur sexual intercourse and the new ones that I heard was the positioning on the bed itself. HEHEHEHEHE...

Ok, initially everyone thinks that the unborn child in me was a boy. But after scanning it's a girl. Me and eLms took one more look at the so-called xray thingy (yeah it's see thru) and I thot that's the arm of the baby but eLms said it's too big to be the arm. So I was wrong, it was indeed the thigh. (looks at my own thunder thighs) So there's no sign of pistol So my and elly's guess were correct, it'll be a girl.

But nowadays, I have the feeling that the child in me might turn out to be a boy instead. hahaha fickle minded mommie! I cant help it coz ppl keep telling me the things that a pregnant lady would prolly be having a baby boy. They say my face glows la ape la... that didnt occured to me coz some frens of mine who's carrying a girl dont really appear haggard but very very pretty to me. But but whateva it is I hope it's gonna b fine, yes I bet that u'll gonna say that!

Now, I'll let the matter rest and let Allah decide what it's gonna be. About names, the kiasuism started way back b4 ellia was born. We'd decided 2 boys' and 2 girls' name b4hand. mukekekeeke a typical sporean, that's US! So lemme keep on looking at this picture as what I'd done when I was carrying elly.

After more than 24hrs~

Initially we thot we cant make it. But they survive!

Our amatuerish fishes in the tank. Thanx to elms fisherman-friend bro-in-law who gave us a tank with a pump, some neon tetra, some guppies, some sucker fish, some sand and some plants. We bought 2 potted plants [look at one of my senget pot plant, i do need to learn gardening fr my mak] and 10 cardinal tetra. There's nt much of a difference between the 2 tetras juz dat neon tetra is slightly smaller than the cardinal ones. More to come. I've been eyeing on the neon stones, neon coral and neon plants. muekekekkeke sungguh kental. But this will be gd for the time being.

These are the guppies

Elly's new hobby is to watch over the fishes and feed them every evening. She'll get all excited and she'll tell us when the fishes merajuk. So I assume no more feeding the overfed fatty Koi at Suntec anymore.

These are the tetras still eating

The idea of raring tetra was there quite long ago. But what I really wanted was juz a big round glass bowl placed on the dining table with the tetras in it. Thats IT! ... But since there's xtra tank at my in-laws, the bil passed to us. Rejekik! I didnt know that fish tanks are THAT expensive, such as whicheva we pointed out often have a price tag of more than $200.... peeehhhh~ Oh not 4getting there's this small fish and there's orange stripe on the body which costs $3 each... aiyaahh If the fish can be cook Ikan Goreng Berlada when it pass away, I am ok to buy it kekekekeke. That kept me thinking if raring a stingray will be a gd idea. Then again, I wonder if I will be turn into a beetipool duyung [reads: mermaid] if I keep on watching the fishes. LOL!

It's a BIG deal to us! trust me~

During the 6 years when the company is developing, we're fighting hard but somehow, we were often defeated. During that 6 years a lot of trial and errors had been made, and somehow most of it was not a success. But we stay strong. New faces, swapping ppl, and me coming back.

Yday and today, each and everyone have hold on to the letter. I was not pinning high hopes to own the letter. I barely reach 12 mths since I make a comeback since Nov 2007. But mine was a special case and out of goodwill [they said] they handed me the letter. The trusts that stays strong, I think.


I am glad that I stayed put with my decision which I had to make the other time. I am thankful to Allah for the things that happen. This is what they call, rezeki Allah!

Apa ada pada nombor?~

My last chk-up with the GP was a fine one. Even Mak commented that everyone can hear our laughter fr the room. Maklom last meet-up w/ the dearest doctor. B4 I went in, I took a number fr the clinic and off I went for my hearty breakfast at my pebelet Clementi Ave 2. Roti Prata lorrhh wat else and I had a nice hot tahuey! Elly and Elms enjoyed their breakfast w/ me. Mak on the other hand, went back home for a while to collect some stuffs.

In the clinic, there's no patient and I was glad. The GP saw me while washing her hands and asked me to come in. But the clinic asst wanted to take my weight. *dlm hati pasti kata, dah naik dah naik ahh...* I was shocked when I peered down. Very shocked! Then the clinic asst offered to carry my bag which I sling on my hand. The weight went down. 3 kilos ppl.. yes 3 kilos! I wondered what did I bring on that day. I looked in my bag, and ermm not much... seriously... Both me and the clinic asst smiled bout the scenario.


Last mth when I visited her, I put on 2 kg and she gave me that how-come-that-muchoffat face. I gave her an innocent look of coz. "The previous mth I lost at least 300grams, u noe...." I told her. And for last week, I lost another 400grams and she told me to eat more. Adeehhh doctor nih!

Tapi, looking at the numbers, I hope I wont gain that much. I cant really recall how much I gain when I was having Ellia but I know it's near to that 7! And I lost some, thanx to breastfeeding, for at least 3 mths to my ideal weight. And so, if my weight touches the lucky 7 .. I have to do some xtra work to loose them down during confinement. *jots down in notebk*

Tapi the question is... why was my bag that heavy!? There's my purse....i think too many nonsense papers larh... my handphone... ermmm and and.. now I cant recall what I brought.. haizzz..

Like a Sticky Chewy Chocolate~

Your fave and mine and I am sure everyone simply love this!~

But I am not gonna talk bout this sinful dessert. This is more on my babe - Elly Maimai. We discovered that her imagination has widen. To the extend, I think she can be one good actress. She can imitate what my GP did to me during the ultrasound scan and the way she talks.



We replaced my phone at Mak's room the other day to Mak's previous telephone that she used in Clementi. And so the old phone passed away peacefully. Elly had her hands on the R.I.P phone and refused to let me throw it away. She finds it very very useful for her own use; to chat w/ her so-many-imaginary frens to, chatting w/ her atok Yem, nenek Ros and even to her ayah Mimi in the office. Then, she uses the phone receiver and place it on my tum² to hear the heartbeat [not 4getting the sound effects of "horse-running" aka heartbeat of the bebe] and to look at the bebe's features at the little LCD screen. I am not the only victim here, her Winnie the Pooh was one of her patients too. I didnt know that Winnie the Pooh can get preggy too. LOL!

She will talk to me the way how Dr MasAyu talks to me. Here it goes with her own dialogue....

"Bismillahirrahmannirrahim..." she utters softly.
".... awak tak boleh jalan banyak² ok... InsyaAllah, baby ok..." she said convincingly.

I have to control everytime she does that. That reminds me of a comedy drama acted by Khatijah Tan whereby she talked like one of the famous Malaysian ustazah. Enough of being a Doctor Elly, she uses the phone as a camera; capturing our pictures! It becomes endless and I believe she has tonnes of new ideas coming up soon.


But there is one thing that I thought will neva happen to her. She is now more sticky to me. Without me by her side, she'll be fine and will always loves her Ayah thaaaat very much. But when I am with her, she will deserted her ayah far away even not wanting to play with him. She'll get all cranked up juz bcoz her ayah loves to tease her. And I have to step in and tell her off to not to be rude to her ayah. But we know that she doesnt mean to behave that way. Her ayah on the other hand..... tak abis² menyakat! I admit that I have 2 kids in the house now, they will scream on top of their lungs and the little kid will often feels piss off. *shakes head*

Nowadays, Elly wakes up b4 Im gone to work and she'll cry loudly. She'll asked me to go to her room and po-pok her back to sleep. Till I think she's gone back to sleep, I tiptoed out of the room, but hey that's only the trick to make me not to go to work. Mak often becomes the bad person to drag her back to the hse when she refuses to let me go. Somehow, I dont feel pressured and guilty at all. I dont feel the stress of leaving her behind. I can hear her cry when I walked down the stairs. Of course, my heart ached a bit but I juz let it go. If u combine that scenario with a background of emo songs aka jiwang retak gila lagu, pasti korang nangis! ... and termasok saya sekali! kihkihkihkih....

Only her~

Ellia Mae, ur future violinist. Chiskotz lagu ni ok tak utk enibeseri kau ngan Idah?



She had fun riding the baby horse. Pls ignore the mummy's excited voice. Yes I pretty much get all hyped up too, juz like the dotter. When I stopped recording it, the horsey stopped and gave us the shitty site. Yeap, a few piles of dunk!



Elly Jordan, ur NBA basketball player. She's in the midst of learning the slam dunk!

She has it all~

The weather was fine and definitely we had no problem to direct ourselves there. We came 50mins earlier but time passed quite fast. By 2pm, I hurriedly bought the tix for her. $10 and we wondered if it's gonna be a long ride.


Visitors come and go to feed the ponies and horses. Some horses were not allowed to be fed. We overheard the conversations between a gentleman and the worker there; that the horses might prolly bite them. OOuuucchh!


I am preggy and I felt hot but I was willing to wait for bout 10 mins for the pony for Elly to ride on. There's other kids waiting after us. Yes, kiasu-ism strikes and we're the 1st. Elly on the other hand, was sooooo excited bout it. Who's not? It's her 1st on a real one. So we watched a pony brought to the field and we thought that they need to warm-up the pony 1st. Then came another one. Not a pony but a baby horse. And it was for Elly!! ..... Whoooaahh... hokay....! Will she fall?? Will she cry??





Naah, she was ok and she was smiling widely when she passed us by. Aaaaawwwww~ It's not a long ride, bout 10mins I think. She loves it and wants to ride again!! Let's wait for Ayah Mimi to own a horse, hokay bebe! When asked what's the name of the horse, she replied," Gigantic!.... sebab bontot dia gigantic!" LOL!

This was what Ayah Mimi bought for her. We travelled to IMM after the horse-riding juz to get her this. Oh the pre-birthday gift was a full set of Dora the Explorer's utensils and bottle, again!


To think that they have their stores nearby especially at Parkway Parade! muekekekkeke... ok la we didnt know bout it till we saw the list of stores written on the plastic bag.


Vanessa Mae in the making? This was bought by Mak Ngah Su & family. Now, she has her own set of instruments; guitar, tambourine, small drums, organ and a violin!

Since she's coming to 3 and I had train her not to drink her milk in the bottle anymore. And I've chged her normal Dugro 3 with Honey to Dugro 3 Chocolate.


Goodbye Barney bottle and Hello to Dora The Explorer bottle with straw. Successfully tried it for 1 week. Thanx to the non-spilled bottle! She's loving it!

Counting down~

2 more days ppl! Juz 2 more days and she'll have the same digit as me - a T-H-R-E-E!


Grown up, grown tall, chatty, clingy, independent, curious, mischevious, hyperactive, no more milk in a bottle w/ tits, loves to sing and dance, loves excitement, learning to write by following the dotted lines, loves to do colouring, loves to chat, loves to read, loves to pretend to be a teacher, loves to be loved, loves to kiss her Pooh Bear and Mini Mouse [asril, the Mini Mouse u bought for her on her 1st bdae!] very much, loves to watch PHD all the time (reads: that is PlayHouse Disney) and last but not least...

She has one imaginary friend. Her name is Ibarah. Yes ppl elly said Ibarah is a girl, pretty and has orange hair [eurasian??]. She has not met up w/ her and doesnt noe where she lives and attends to which sch but they chatted on the phone b4. They still need to find a time to meet up at one of the playground to play slides together. Ibarah is that tall; she stretched her not long hands, trying to describe her friend.

Nowadays, she's clingy. Perhaps she has shown to us that she needs my attention till the baby popped out. Elly, has been a wonderful child and I thank Allah for His blessings.

Should I or Should I not?~

A counter offer had been made to me and I have to make my decision fast. I had this thought a few weeks back - what if? but I denied the fact coz I have no rapport with the Boss himself even he used to be my former superior. Somehow, I am honoured by the offer made.

But in my mind I wonder, should I? I am hesitant. I think I have to stand on my ground. I am happy the way I am right now. I will feel bad if I were to choose that offer. But someone said I shudnt feel so. Undecisive rite now. Shud I or shud I not?

Sign and Sealed~

Dear,

Bla bla bla bla

I wish to inform you that I am resigning from this organization with effect on this date.

Regards,

Thank Goodness I am outta here.

So it's sign and sealed and a better job offer came. Blessing in disguise I say. His principle : Rezeki Di Tangan Allah! Only He who will give it to you! The most important thing that we learnt, Money is not always THAT important! Goodbye GulfWar and welcome back yet again to the Airport. Ahhhhh B, pls don 4get my orders for MAC Cosmetics too... miehehehehe

Breech~

When I did the scanning, the baby's head was on my right. Then suddenly, it swimmed to my left. And when the GP called up, she said the picture shows that the baby was in a breech position. Hokay, shud I feel scared or worried bout it? I was quite calmed as I was that bz and stayed for the night w/ the rest of the co-workers to rush out the project. Keep a look-out ppl at Popular Bookstore *oops enterframe the marketing plak*

But when the msg was passed to the other half, and when being qn whether it's a bad thing, I suddenly fear... fear for the worst. I googled for it. And it's a sign too early to say negative things bout my 20-odd weeks old baby. Hmm I wonder y do I feel scared. True enough this is my 1st to hear it for my own pregnancy.

C-sect!?? errrr hokay, I know one of the x-kolig is gonna do it 2mr. I fear becoming a fish as my tummy will be sliced *faints*.

Like I said on my prev post, I still have the jitters to go thru to the labour suite altho it's a nice place to chill in. So right now, I will try to talk to the honey in the tummy.

The Birthday Surprise~

Me and elly had to travel to the western side of Sg on my bdae. Thank goodness that toddler of mine was well-behaved. She didnt sleep (ok I lie!). She slept when the Radiologist was half-way scanning the tum². Reason for having that short nap was it's freezing cold in the room.

My hp got all hyped out; my msg tones kept ringing since morning. Thanx for the well-wishes pipol for my Three-Oh-dear-bdae. Ekh don laff ah. I noe some of u are in the late twenties. Yr turn will arrive soon, ehehehe ok I am being childish here.

Measurements for the baby was almost done. For the 1st time in my life, I've neva encounter or watch in any net or teevee that the baby was hyperactive. Know what that baby did?? The baby was kicking or doing it's cycling motion w/ its legs. Cheh... I will blame Ellia for it as she's now into minimising the size of her bunchit tum².

I was told to come back 1/2 hr later so that the Radiologist could get the measurement for the spine. And when we wanna peek at the beetipool face, it hid w/ its hand, errr ok that' sooo ellia when she's in my tum² too. But at this very moment, the Radiologist, confidently told me the gender of the baby. Whaaaoohh honey, she's soo confident that she wouldnt wanna chk twice. Hokay, everyone have been giving us the same answer but me and elly has similar answer to it and we got it CORRECT. Mother and sister instinct!?? haha

Hokay, presenting to u the gender of it. My hyperactive baby and I once thot that my tummy was having wind the whole damn time. peeehh~~



Ok la, to those who got the answer wrong or was waiting for the Baby Boy news, fret not. Lemme have a double, triple or even quadruple confirm yach. hehehe Lucky me and elms have no preference in the baby's gender. We're definitely contented and thank Allah for the gift from HIM.

Ok, I think I have shivers to think bout the fact that I nid to go to that Labour Suite again. Hopefully it's gonna b 3 hrs again and a very fast one. Insya Allah!

We did it~

So everyone prolly have it. So everyone have been talking bout it. So we dont even bother to have it coz we thot it's a hassle and it's the same ol' same ol' thingy. But ydae, we felt like having it. Me and eLms. I thot of registering ellia to it too hahaha! Nonsence~


Ahh I hope it's not like my friendster which I really really dont bother to make any effort to do anything to it. It's faceless and the only reason that I register myself to it coz I juz wanna KpO ard to look at my frens ahaha.. so now, I try to make an effort like what I've been doing to my Blogspot, Multiply and even my Fotopages (dis one, long long neva update liaos)

So if u do own a Facebook, add me.. muekekeke.... now, now, I am trying to figure out how to use the facebook which is less than 24hrs old.

Used-to-be a Special Day~

And so today is another day which will left a tingling feeling to me. And at that very moment, it was happy to us and still is. We started off dating at Rendevous Hotel, *chetttt wait ah don tink anyhow*, we ate at that mediterranean restaurant to celebrate my besday. *damn i often 4get its name larh, coz now no more, own by one of the football player* So, the nxt day, we were gerpren-boipren la.. *blushes*

Since this celebration has long forgotten coz he's not the romantic type ah.. or I shall rephrase it as.. he oftens 4gets or he will neva remember la. Even my bday he was unsure whether it was on the 2nd or 3rd. Ok, he'll kill me if he reads this ngehngehngeh.

But for me, I often remember at least I know that this day is somewhat special to me. Coz he came into my life lah. errr wait am I being so mushy, no rite!!!??

So, I shall and will ask him later if he remembers what happen on this very day or not. And I can betcha that he'll have to think real hard and have that unsure-face. LOL! Honey, a Happy 7th Anniversary Hitch or Gerpren-Boipren Day. errr is there such word... wateva la hehehe..

@ 1440~

It happened on that afternoon in the late 70s *coff²* at Blk 28 Tanglin Halt, 8th storey. The couple's 4 sons were delivered not in the hospital but at their respective previous hses that they've stayed before. Then the Father, who wanted a baby girl, his wish was granted, once said jokingly, "Skali Ri sambut bayi perempuan ni ek..."

It might be written in the FATE book that he will be doing that. The couple fought thru the bloody battle to welcome the new born baby girl. Haaah! The Father was brave enough to go thru the whole process on his own while waiting for his father-in-law to fetch the mak bidan to come. They are the proud parents to the new edition to the family and oso the only girl of 5 siblings!

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So lemme have the honour to sing this to myself, apart fr the birthday song that was sung to me early this morning by my other half.

Allah selamatkan sayerrrrr
Allah selamatkan sayerrrrr
Allah selamatkan sayerrrrr yg ke DOPOLOH-SATU ehek ehek
Allah selamatkan sayerrrrr

ngehngehngeh!!!!!~ tang kayu tang kayu!!

Anticipating~

Now now, this is the moment that I've been waiting for. Last Fri, I rcved a letter from the government. So that's it; it's confirm that I will b changing my Identification Card. wahahahha... Hokay, u shud not b wanting to look at my current ones. It's so retro-ish, boyish with that curly short hair and that chubby face. U'll not even recognise that it's me. Coz now Im cuter, in a way. *pose like Madonna*

So lemme see, how do I wanna pose in the passport size picture, aye, can I or shud I? Thick powdered face, eye-shadow here and there, false lashes, some colours on the cheekbones and perhaps a touch of my fave MAC lipgloss. Voilaaa!! ngehngehngeh. The FAQ of passport taking photo that often lingers in my mind; shud I put on a smirk face or my fake smile!? Alright alright, so I need to be au de naturale bout it else if one day, an officer who chks on my identification, will not b able to recognise me too.

By the way, receiving that letter somehow tells me something. Eeerrrr that Im goin to THAT age, darling! Ydae, Paman Penasaran aka Kudut Boss gave me the card fr the organization. He has that Ernie fr Sesame Streets lafter; kerkerkerkerker, and handed me the card. "...One year older..." he smiled. peeehhh~~

2mr, I'll be on leave and coincidentally I have an appointment at Jurong East, hokay, at ard 2pm. To meet the Radiologist, whoelse! Far u say.. yah damn rite. And the visiting to the Gynae will be done soon at GlenE, yeap I chose a gynae who's Dr MasAyu's former lecturer. So eLms will have to go to work and I shall have elly to accompany me there. Mother-Daughter Bonding Day! I wish and pray that she'll not sleep during her journey and I will pack some activity books for her so we can enjOy on our way in the bus and train rides. Oh how I wish that I have a license rite now.

For now, lemme enjoy the pre-besday celebration myself. *throws confetti*